Strobe Edge

この漫画読めたとたん昔の片思い急に思い出しちゃった！！

あの頃、勝手に思い込んで、勝手に傷ついて・・・ずっと勝手な真似をしちゃったな。。。ざまみろ！笑

めちゃ辛かったな、あの頃～でもまあ、もう乗り越えたから、平気平気・・・笑

Well, after reading this manga... I...remembered alot of things, especially 'unrequited' ones... of the... PAST. Nyahahahaha... So, it seems we have in common, the protagonist girl, Ninako-chan. There was a time wherein I did the same thing as she did in the manga, like for example, pretending to be happy and alright in front of the guy who turned me down etc. Well he didn't really say something like 'I'm sorry, I have someone else I'm dating right now' or 'I like someone else'. But I read somewhere that, the most heartbreaking replies you could ever get from confessing is... 'thank you', it means, he/she has no interest in you...at all. Ouch.

Before, it's really hard, but today, it's only a distant memory, and if I do remember those events, like now (because of the Manga), am just laughing it off, it's not a big deal anymore, although, I could say, I did cry alot that time. BTW the thing that I adore most about Ninako-chan, she's not really much of a crybaby like most protagonist in a shoujo manga, she cries, but not to the point that it's exaggerating things or annoying, but to the point that you want to cry too and wanna comfort her...

It sucks y'know, being at a situation that requires alot of 'pokerface'-ing. There's this one time, wherein I confessed my love and he said, "thank you", right after, everything seems fine...like always, but suddenly, he flirts with other girls in front of me, not that it's a bad thing, but I guess, he's not considering my feelings at all, well, for me who hates showing my weak points, I pretended like its nothing and continued what I was doing, even smiled/ laughed...whatever, but right after I arrived at my room, tears suddenly fall and I came bursting in tears *sobs pretty badly*

But now, am really ok. And like Ninako, I can't really seem to hate him, in fact, like Ninako-chan, I still want to continue liking him... even from afar. Love sucks? You bet. But that's reality. And...I can't really picture loving some else right now, that's why, Strobe Edge gave me an enormous impact and reminded me of my bittersweet unrequited love.