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Up to this moment I still haven't really grasp the thing I want most in life
No --- it's not about my passion, which will always be about Japan
This time it's entirely different, sort of...
It's like, a part of me knows about it, yet a part of me doesn't know about it.
It's partly unknown.


I've realized that what I've seen on TV is partly true -- okay, TRUE.
A certain character said, once time goes by and still you weren't able to realize your dream somehow you'll lose interest in it and most probably even change your perspective, even your goals in life too. Some part of it, I think it's true. Well, it's not that I've lost interest in Japan or the language itself but somehow, there's been something bothering me for quite awhile now.


I've realized that there's something I wanna do first -- and I wanna risk doing it too.
For now, that's something I strongly-- I wanna try. Trial and Error, I guess. For now, I'm gathering my thoughts, waiting for a sign.
Although, the signs are already there --- and I believe God has already planned this all along
I've asked him if it's okay to grab that opportunity -- partially I think HE already said YES.
'Cause if he didn't, I wouldn't have found it. It wouldn't be closer and I wouldn't be this enthusiastic.
Still, am waiting for yet another sign. It's better to wait patiently, than to grab things abruptly without thinking it over. Since I don't want any regrets this time.
Also because I strongly believe in Patience is a Virtue.