random blabber

Everything starts with what? goal setting. Yep, I agree as much. But what's the use of goal setting if you don't have enough motivation to pursue your goals? I don't know. For me, everything must start with yourself. Finding about yourself, what you want in life, your dreams and of course what makes you going and do things beyond your limits.

It might be sound irrelevant to others since it might be childish for some that my motivation is ANIME. But mind you, because of this I was able to achieve something you can't achieve easily. It took me years to fulfill my dreams but at last I have it. Now I have 2 primary goals--- to find a stable job and re-enroll myself to college/graduate school. Am definitely getting my master's degree! But am still confused if I should take up Psychology instead... afterall am interested in Psychology too. Especially, Forensic and Abnormal Psychology...

Once, i had way too many dream jobs. One is that--- intrigued by the sudden popularity of espionage, I wanted to be a spy--- then--- FBI agent, then recently-- a Profiler. *sigh* Even in Elementary, I wished I was a scientist (no! that's impossible, am way too tardy and well-- I love to procrastinate so definitely it's a no-no... and am not a prodigy and absolutely not a GENIUS! lol) besides that, I wished I was an Astronomer... *sigh* am really intrigued by the mysteries of the galaxy (even until now... but am more interested in Planets than anything else in outerspace).

Then, another wishful thinking that someday I'm gonna be a "SEIYUU" or voice actress. lols. Though I manage to fulfill atleast two of my dreams, going to Japan & be able to speak, write and converse fluently in Japanese.

Then--- another "wishful thinking" lately, I wanna be--- a singer (you see I don't have the gift to sing but am not that tone deaf also... so--- maybe there's a chance? (NO--NOT a CHANCE! Go back to your becoming a VOICE actress instead,maybe you'll have a chance!) --but who knows. Then-- I wanted to be a Mangaka or a Comic artist, but because of my tardiness & my impertinent attitude plus procrastination, absolutely NO CHANCE AT ALL! HAHAHAHA! (=_=) and I have no patience at all!

Then, recently, I wanted to pursue something outside my linguistic field... maybe it's not--- maybe it's still can be referred as language---language does not only goes around in verbal, there's also non-verbal language... instead of speaking, your way of communication is by reading someone's actions through Body Language and Microexpressions of the face (via Psychology?)

*sigh* So, this is what my mother always said about being-- Jack of all trades, master of none. EXCUSE me! I maybe Jack of all trades, atleast I know something about everything... maybe not all-- but atleast somehow I can't be regard as a Dufus. ^_~